Dream, July 10, 2006

I was at an indoor bazaar somewhere that had all sorts of wonderful things, especially in one end of it.  I looked at and admired a number of pieces of clothing, but I couldn’t make up my mind.  I wandered elsewhere through the bazaar.  I felt like I could not afford to buy all the clothing I liked, so I decided to go back and buy one item.  When I went back to the end of the “mall” where the clothing store was, the lights were all turned off and the whole contents of the store was gone.  I was not aware that the store closed earlier than the rest.

 

This, to me, is another opportunities dream.  I am looking at various enticing opportunities, but cannot choose them all.  I go off and think about it, and decide that the solution is to choose just one, but by the time I return, all have disappeared.  I think I am afraid to let myself be attracted to opportunities; that I will be unable to decide what I will be happiest with, and/or when I do decide, what I want will be gone.

This dream shows me that I use this scenario as a rationalization for ignoring opportunities.  To help “heal” my ability to accept opportunities, I need to run this dream through my head again, adjusting the circumstances to those which are the most positive: